Why she don't like him?Why?Why don't she bless us?Mom...I really can't read your heart this time..Why you against our relationship?Did he ever hurt you?Or you just pretend not to like him because he's still a college student, and not working and have no money to spend for me?
Why mom??Why??I'm really sad..Always lost my mind because of this stupidness.Mom,I love him.He never hurt me,never betray our relationship.Even myself can't be so honest like him.Like I said in previous post,I've fall for someone even I've already have my special.Yes,my special is this guy that I really love.He know that I'm close with someone.yet he still love me and care about me.
Mom,this guy didn't mean to steal me from you.If you think he will take me away from you,you are wrong.He has no power to do that.You are my mother,the one who give birth to me.Nobody can separate us Mom..Even if I got married one day, I will still want you to live with me.But know...
I don't think I can have that kind of dream..Can I really get married with him?If yes,how can we live together since you seems to hates him so much..And if the answer is no,how was the end of our relationship?How is this suppose to be?Why is this thing happen to me?Why?Why?Why?????? (~.~)
Friday, June 18, 2010
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Feeling Down...
I feel really down today..I don't know how and why I became like this. It's very tiring. I think I want to live alone. By myself only. No family, no friends, and no one else to take care about. So I'm free to do whatever I want to. I don't need to think about others.
But when I think about it, that kind of life is no meaning. I'll be very boring and lonely. I need my family. I do need my friends. And as a human being of course I do need someone to take care about.*sigh*
How to live happily together ever after? I have no idea. My dear virtual diary, this is the only place that I can tell everything. But can I really share with all my heart here? I don't really know..(^_^)
But when I think about it, that kind of life is no meaning. I'll be very boring and lonely. I need my family. I do need my friends. And as a human being of course I do need someone to take care about.*sigh*
How to live happily together ever after? I have no idea. My dear virtual diary, this is the only place that I can tell everything. But can I really share with all my heart here? I don't really know..(^_^)
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Boring....
It's a boring day..I feel really really very boring..everyday doing the same routine, having the same meal at noon, meeting the same people..haiz...I miss my previous job..enjoy,lots of friends,meeting different types of people..guys..miss you all...(^_^)
Friday, June 11, 2010
Thursday, June 10, 2010
I Miss Her...
Today's story is about one of my best friend.I'll call her W.Well,I'm the only one who call her as my best friend,I'm not sure if she also think like that for me.Today I'm trying to find out any news from her using internet resources,but didn't make it. Actually I have her phone number, and I'm sure she's still using it. But I have no guts to call her or SMS her.
Yet,I'm still missing her.My best friend ever..Why should we become like an enemy?Just because of my innocent mistake, you never contact me anymore.I'm just like a killer of your life..W, I didn't meant to abandon you. I really want to be your friend, forever after. But it seems like you don't want to forgive me after that thing happened.
It wasn't my fault at all! I'm not purposely trying to do that. I'm in a rush. I didn't realize that you put that thing down there. I just look around where I can hang my clothes, and there I found the nail. Right upside of the table, and for God sake I didn't notice that you put your beloved lappy down there..And I really don't know that my clothes is really wet..
Guys, I've been hated by my own best friend ever..I'm very upset..(!_!)
Yet,I'm still missing her.My best friend ever..Why should we become like an enemy?Just because of my innocent mistake, you never contact me anymore.I'm just like a killer of your life..W, I didn't meant to abandon you. I really want to be your friend, forever after. But it seems like you don't want to forgive me after that thing happened.
It wasn't my fault at all! I'm not purposely trying to do that. I'm in a rush. I didn't realize that you put that thing down there. I just look around where I can hang my clothes, and there I found the nail. Right upside of the table, and for God sake I didn't notice that you put your beloved lappy down there..And I really don't know that my clothes is really wet..
Guys, I've been hated by my own best friend ever..I'm very upset..(!_!)
Others Blogs
I just finish visiting one of my friend's blog. Quite simple but nice. Her post is more about her personal thinking and feeling, her life story and also her hobbies..Hurmm, I think that's a good idea that I can adapt for my next entries. Can't wait for it? Just be patient a little more..(^_^)
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
It's Always The Same
I feel very boring today. When I come to work, it looks like I'm doing the same thing again and again..Early in the morning, yes I'm quite busy. But when its 10am, and boss is not around, I start to feel sleepy, hungry, and boring..huu.what I'm talking about? I also don't know..*sigh* Just let it be..Let it continue for another few days, I think..(^_^)
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Micheal Wong Guang Liang - Tong Hua (Fairytale)
Wang le you duo jiu
Zai mei ting dao ni
Dui wo shuo ni zui ai de gu shi
Wo xiang le hen jiu
Wo kai shi huang le
Shi bu shi wo you zuo cuo le shen me
#
Ni ku zhao dui wo shuo
Tong hua li du shi pian ren de
Wo bu ke neng shi ni de wang zi
Ye xu ni bu hui dong
Cong ni shuo ai wo yi hou
Wo de tian kong xing xing dou liang le
*
Wo yuan bian cheng tong hua li
Ni ai de na ge tian shi
Zhang kai shuang shou
Bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
Ni yao xiang xin
Xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
Xin fu he kuai le shi jie ju
Repeat # and *
Wo yao bian cheng tong hua li
Ni ai de na ge tian shi
Zhang kai shuang shou
Bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
Ni yao xiang xin
Xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
Xin fu he kuai le shi jie ju
Wo hui bian cheng tong hua li
Ni ai de na ge tian shi
Zhang kai shuang shou
Bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
Ni yao xiang xin
Xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
Xin fu he kuai le shi jie ju
Yi qi xie wo men de jie ju..
(^_^) this is the lyric of my favourite song in Huayu Pinyin. Soon I will post the translation in English. (^_^)
Zai mei ting dao ni
Dui wo shuo ni zui ai de gu shi
Wo xiang le hen jiu
Wo kai shi huang le
Shi bu shi wo you zuo cuo le shen me
#
Ni ku zhao dui wo shuo
Tong hua li du shi pian ren de
Wo bu ke neng shi ni de wang zi
Ye xu ni bu hui dong
Cong ni shuo ai wo yi hou
Wo de tian kong xing xing dou liang le
*
Wo yuan bian cheng tong hua li
Ni ai de na ge tian shi
Zhang kai shuang shou
Bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
Ni yao xiang xin
Xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
Xin fu he kuai le shi jie ju
Repeat # and *
Wo yao bian cheng tong hua li
Ni ai de na ge tian shi
Zhang kai shuang shou
Bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
Ni yao xiang xin
Xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
Xin fu he kuai le shi jie ju
Wo hui bian cheng tong hua li
Ni ai de na ge tian shi
Zhang kai shuang shou
Bian cheng chi bang shou hu ni
Ni yao xiang xin
Xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
Xin fu he kuai le shi jie ju
Yi qi xie wo men de jie ju..
(^_^) this is the lyric of my favourite song in Huayu Pinyin. Soon I will post the translation in English. (^_^)
Memorable Song
Tong Hua by Micheal Wong Guang Liang; is my favourite song. Tong Hua means Fairytale. Yes, its like a fairytale for me. How come I fall in love with this song? All thanks to my friend, Tressa, who trust me to help repair her laptop years ago. In her laptop, I found a videoclip of this song. Starts from that, I keep on listening and memorizing the lyrics.
After I finish my degree, I'm working as a customer service executive. Then I met one Chinese guy,a good looking guy. And he is my collegue. As the time pass through, our friendship becomes closer. He knows that I love this song too much. So, everytime I got into his car he will surely switch on this song using his car mp3 player. And it will repeated again and again and again...
And not only that, he sang this song and recorded it with his cellphone. Then he sent it to me while we're working together at the same event. Its just half of the song, since the memory can't support full song to be recorded. After few weeks, I remember that time he was in the event at Johor while I'm at Selangor. He fall sicks, quite bad coz doctor suspect he got ILI simptom.
While I was in the middle of the battle to get qualified as a trainer, he sent me another record. It's the another half of the song that he sang to me before. Idiot. You're still in pain but forcing yourself to sing the song. Man..I feel that I already fall for him. No way! I can't do that, because I'm already have someone.
Huu..too bad I can't control my feeling towards him. Time pass through...Life is going on. Now, its already 7 months since last I saw him. At that time, we're going to separate ourselves to different events. I still remember what he said to me that time..And how I wave to him..And I just realized that was a goodbye wave..
And up until now, everytime I listen to Tong Hua song, all our memories will come just like a flash screen in my head. I've tried to forget him, but I can't. And I try to throw away the feeling that I have towards him. Also, I can't...God, what should I do? I believe we have no hope to be with each other..
Well, after all I just keep on listening to the song. Of course I should, because its Tong Hua..Yes, I will keep it in my heart forever. As my Tong Hua..my Fairytale..(^_^)
After I finish my degree, I'm working as a customer service executive. Then I met one Chinese guy,a good looking guy. And he is my collegue. As the time pass through, our friendship becomes closer. He knows that I love this song too much. So, everytime I got into his car he will surely switch on this song using his car mp3 player. And it will repeated again and again and again...
And not only that, he sang this song and recorded it with his cellphone. Then he sent it to me while we're working together at the same event. Its just half of the song, since the memory can't support full song to be recorded. After few weeks, I remember that time he was in the event at Johor while I'm at Selangor. He fall sicks, quite bad coz doctor suspect he got ILI simptom.
While I was in the middle of the battle to get qualified as a trainer, he sent me another record. It's the another half of the song that he sang to me before. Idiot. You're still in pain but forcing yourself to sing the song. Man..I feel that I already fall for him. No way! I can't do that, because I'm already have someone.
Huu..too bad I can't control my feeling towards him. Time pass through...Life is going on. Now, its already 7 months since last I saw him. At that time, we're going to separate ourselves to different events. I still remember what he said to me that time..And how I wave to him..And I just realized that was a goodbye wave..
And up until now, everytime I listen to Tong Hua song, all our memories will come just like a flash screen in my head. I've tried to forget him, but I can't. And I try to throw away the feeling that I have towards him. Also, I can't...God, what should I do? I believe we have no hope to be with each other..
Well, after all I just keep on listening to the song. Of course I should, because its Tong Hua..Yes, I will keep it in my heart forever. As my Tong Hua..my Fairytale..(^_^)
Testing..testing..
Blogging using new medium-sony ericsson w705a-is cool!hehe..now i'm still at office,surfing using wirelesskl wifi..not bad..(^_^)
Nothing Special..
Huhu..actually its nothing special to write on today. Just feel like wanna post something..I'm just finish eating my lunch today. Feel very sleepy since the stomach already full with food. Hehe...=P
Well, last night my BF told me that his father got accident while using his Ferrari (LC motorcycle actually,but I call it Ferrari since its red). Thanks God its just a small accident with no injury. Hurmm..elders should not use that kind of motorcycle because its not stable enough especially for a big size..*just my opinion, not to complaint anything ok..*
Another not-so-good thing is, my parents is fighting again yesterday. And the reason is my mum didn't hear a phone call-that's me calling her-so my dad yelled to mum to answer the phone. What the h**l with yelling? If you know that person can't hear it, why not you just go and pick up the call? It's better right? *sigh..*
Mum really angry with dad. She keep on babbling until I came home after work, and keep going on til she went to sleep. *sigh..* My dear Dad, why should you always makes mum angry?
Its really pressuring me when mum got angry. I can't even eat properly, and sleep with tears in my eyes..Mum,Dad, I love both of you so much..please stop fighting and live harmonily..I don't want to be like big bro, that has been escaped from home since 11 years ago, just to have his own freedom.
Too bad, I can't turn back the time..Life is going on and on..And cannot be reversed. What should I do? I'm not sure..For the time being, just carry on with current situation. Wanna know more about my life story? Wait for another post ya! GTG! (^_^)
Well, last night my BF told me that his father got accident while using his Ferrari (LC motorcycle actually,but I call it Ferrari since its red). Thanks God its just a small accident with no injury. Hurmm..elders should not use that kind of motorcycle because its not stable enough especially for a big size..*just my opinion, not to complaint anything ok..*
Another not-so-good thing is, my parents is fighting again yesterday. And the reason is my mum didn't hear a phone call-that's me calling her-so my dad yelled to mum to answer the phone. What the h**l with yelling? If you know that person can't hear it, why not you just go and pick up the call? It's better right? *sigh..*
Mum really angry with dad. She keep on babbling until I came home after work, and keep going on til she went to sleep. *sigh..* My dear Dad, why should you always makes mum angry?
Its really pressuring me when mum got angry. I can't even eat properly, and sleep with tears in my eyes..Mum,Dad, I love both of you so much..please stop fighting and live harmonily..I don't want to be like big bro, that has been escaped from home since 11 years ago, just to have his own freedom.
Too bad, I can't turn back the time..Life is going on and on..And cannot be reversed. What should I do? I'm not sure..For the time being, just carry on with current situation. Wanna know more about my life story? Wait for another post ya! GTG! (^_^)
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Today's Entry - 03/06/2010
Today's Friday. I come to office as usual. And as usual, I will use my brain to think about so many things that I don't know whether I should think of it or not.
Some people say we don't need to think too much because at the end of the day it will settle just like it should be. But another people say we must think how to settle it because if we not, its just like we're running away from the reality. Hurmm..
I really have no idea what to do now. Sometimes when its too much pressuring, I feel like wanna die. But I can't, & I don't want to die yet, that's reality. For some people, my problems is nothing. I'm just thinking too much. But what if I make a decision now and it become worse, doesn't it hurt? Well, I know that 'hurt' will teach us the meaning of life. But it will hurt others too..I don't want to hurt anyone when I'm making any decision. So how?
Well, I think you guys are questioning now, "what is your problem actually?". Huu..how should I start it? Give me some times, I will share it later..
Some people say we don't need to think too much because at the end of the day it will settle just like it should be. But another people say we must think how to settle it because if we not, its just like we're running away from the reality. Hurmm..
I really have no idea what to do now. Sometimes when its too much pressuring, I feel like wanna die. But I can't, & I don't want to die yet, that's reality. For some people, my problems is nothing. I'm just thinking too much. But what if I make a decision now and it become worse, doesn't it hurt? Well, I know that 'hurt' will teach us the meaning of life. But it will hurt others too..I don't want to hurt anyone when I'm making any decision. So how?
Well, I think you guys are questioning now, "what is your problem actually?". Huu..how should I start it? Give me some times, I will share it later..
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