For My Dear...

Suddenly this few days I keep on thinking about you. Just like you are always here by my side. I still can remember all the things that we had done together. All our memories here and there. Where had we gone together, what's our routine on weekend, how good your family treat me..All our memories,is like everywhere in my mind nowadays..

I have to say that I'm very lucky to have you as my special..You complete me, you cheer up my life. Seriously, I'm saying that with all my heart..But..you are no more by my side..And I'm the one who chase you away from me..=( I'm really hurt, but I have no choice..I have to do it..Dear...I still missing you..Swear to God,I still can't forget you..

I'm sorry that I have to hurt you this way..I will always pray for you..All the best in your life my dear..I don't think that I can turn back the time, so don't ever look for me again..Live up your life..Go and get a good spouse for yourself. I'm sure you will get a better person than me..I wish you all the best my dear..

And your will always here in my heart..and my heart will always goes on...(!_!)

A new...life?

It has been a while since I've been writing here...hurm...so many changes happen in my life this few months..I'm not sure should it be, or should not. I don't know if this is the best choice, or the worst in my life..

Mum..I wish u are happy now..Coz I'm not longer in a relationship with that guy..

Dad..I wish u will get well soon..Take care of your health..Be careful with your blood pressure..

Pa..thanks for always be by my side..Even it's hard for us, we manage to stay together..

B..I'm sorry for everything..I know I'm wrong..I've hurt you..but you don't have to know why I'm doing all this..All you have to know that I'm not a right person for you..

Uncle..I'm sorry coz I've broke your trust on me..

Auntie..I'm deeply sorry for not giving a second chance for your son..

Guys..I'm sorry that I can't longer spare a time with you all..

Amim..I'm sorry that can't hug n kiss u anymore..Grow up nicely my little baby..

Friends..I'm sorry for being away from everyone for a long time..

Sir..I'm sorry for sometimes I'm not doing my job properly..

Everybody..please forgive me..

I'm trying my best to live a new life nowadays..But it's really hard for me..And I'm really scared to think about my future..What will happen soon? I really have no idea..