Will It Become True??

Finally, after weeks of trial,mum allow me to attend the interview as Assistant of Head of Customer Service Department at that new mall I've mentioned before..All thanks to Pa and the Head CS himself coz he really want to help me till he himself come to see my mum and have talk with her..Really thanks to you guys!

Well, now I only hope that mum won't change her mind until the day..and for sure, I'll bring her to the place to convince her more..=)

Wish me all the best! =)

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NEW YEAR 2011

New year 2011 has just passed its 10th days...The date is changing time to time..But not yet for me..I mean, no changes for myself yet on this new year. It's just some new things happened, but still carrying the same things that happened last year..

It seems that I'm really tired to work here anymore..I really can't handle the situation..I know boss have some 'uninterested' feeling on me but he doesn't want to say it directly to me. But he is using a really 'heartsick' way to get rid of me from this company.

Actually I'm ready to leave this place as soon as possible..Good news, i"m already got an offer as Customer Service Officer at a newly renovated mall in KL, which offer me a better income from here. But the BIG problem now is Mum..She didn't allow me to leave this place yet. For her, as long as I'm working here, I will be safe. I don't have to pay for room rent, and I can just walk around 5 minutes to reach office. So save my budget for rent and transportation cost..

But Mum, for long can it last? Did you understand how hard it is for me to confront with this matter? Hurm....Each time I told her this things, she will say "Pack up your things and follow me to go back hometown.Get a new job there. Even with small income, your place, food and transport is free.."

Mum...when will you be able to understand me?.....I'm speechless...