He Starts The Plan!!!

My Goodness..I don't know how to start the words..He starts to plan about our big days and I feel very nervous!=D

Guys..I've never done any saving for my big days..and I believe he's also about the same..But how can he told his dad that he want to make it true by the end of this year?? Oh my dear..what am I suppose to do?Is this considered a proposal from you?

Too many questions in my mind now..how I'm gonna tell my parents?How will they respond when they knew about it?How to handle the event since I'm alone?I mean,I have no other siblings and no good relatives to help..I think I've completely lost my words..

We knew each other on June 2010 and starts our serious relation approximately on August 2010..Less than a year and he already make this plan?I can't believe it!Dear..I feel like you suck out all the blood from my veins!huhuhu.....

Hate It!!

It's pointless for me to work here anymore!!Hate it!I'm a human, a normal human. Not a slave and I have my own way to talk with people. Not as rush as you without thinking about others!Damn it!!Huh!!!!

Love...

Can anyone explain to me what is LOVE? How to make the person you love to trust you for whatever you do when you are not with them? And how to make them understand how hurt your feeling are when they seems to be not trusting you for what are you telling them?


*p/s: Someone's wearing a couple ring with a quote.."Love should trust,promise,forever,truth"...