Monday, April 4, 2011
Hate It!!
It's pointless for me to work here anymore!!Hate it!I'm a human, a normal human. Not a slave and I have my own way to talk with people. Not as rush as you without thinking about others!Damn it!!Huh!!!!
Love...
Can anyone explain to me what is LOVE? How to make the person you love to trust you for whatever you do when you are not with them? And how to make them understand how hurt your feeling are when they seems to be not trusting you for what are you telling them?
*p/s: Someone's wearing a couple ring with a quote.."Love should trust,promise,forever,truth"...
*p/s: Someone's wearing a couple ring with a quote.."Love should trust,promise,forever,truth"...
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Back Again...
It has been a while since I jotted down my words here..Erm..just recover from bad fever few days ago..yet still have flu and cough..*sick*..Well..I think I've think to much of things until I feel really tired and I don't know what to do..How come I come to this position?Oh God..I really some refreshment..somebody please enlighten me..(!_!)
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
The Result...
It's done-the interview. I've been selected to be hired. Offer letter will be posted after CNY break. Good news right?But...
Mum is mum..Never change her mind to a positive way...hurm....all my effort gone with the wind..My heart is broken again..Before and after the interview, I can only cry..Before-just reach the place and I've been scolded by mum..too far she said..Actually only 3 min walking distance from LRT..After-still the same reason..
Stick with her decision, she didn't allow me to work there..Only GOD knows how hurt my heart is..(!_!) Could anybody please help me???????? I'm hurt!! Mama...................
Since I've told her I don't want to work here anymore, she asked me to go back hometown. "Work there if you don't want to work with this company anymore.No need to go to that new place.Just few hundred increment only..Have to rent a room also.Here you got free room..No need..Wasting money.."..GOD..feel like I can't breath.....
Mum is mum..Never change her mind to a positive way...hurm....all my effort gone with the wind..My heart is broken again..Before and after the interview, I can only cry..Before-just reach the place and I've been scolded by mum..too far she said..Actually only 3 min walking distance from LRT..After-still the same reason..
Stick with her decision, she didn't allow me to work there..Only GOD knows how hurt my heart is..(!_!) Could anybody please help me???????? I'm hurt!! Mama...................
Since I've told her I don't want to work here anymore, she asked me to go back hometown. "Work there if you don't want to work with this company anymore.No need to go to that new place.Just few hundred increment only..Have to rent a room also.Here you got free room..No need..Wasting money.."..GOD..feel like I can't breath.....
Friday, January 28, 2011
Will It Become True??
Finally, after weeks of trial,mum allow me to attend the interview as Assistant of Head of Customer Service Department at that new mall I've mentioned before..All thanks to Pa and the Head CS himself coz he really want to help me till he himself come to see my mum and have talk with her..Really thanks to you guys!
Well, now I only hope that mum won't change her mind until the day..and for sure, I'll bring her to the place to convince her more..=)
Wish me all the best! =)
Well, now I only hope that mum won't change her mind until the day..and for sure, I'll bring her to the place to convince her more..=)
Wish me all the best! =)
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Hajat by Haida
Bisakah kau tempuh ranjau ini
Yang pastinya jurang menghalang
Sanggupkah engkau susah payah bersamaku
Janganlah pula nanti kau menyesali
Setelah melalui
Ku sekadar mawar di dalaman
Tak bererti budi yang dipandang
Rupa adalah diangankan setiap insan
Betapa jauh jarak kita berdua
Janggal digandingkan
Pernahkah kau fikir suatu masa nanti sayangku
Apa kan terjadi
Pasti gelora yang akan melanda
Kita berdua akan karam
Oh kasih
Sungguh ku mengerti
Tulus benar oh kasihmu
Tak ku sangsikan
Seputih hatiku
Itulah kasihmu
Dari dulu dan kini
Oh sayangku lupakanlah semua
Hajat untuk memiliki diriku ini
Tak sanggup rasanya dirimu dicerca
Maka retak kasih saudara
Kita saling kasihi
Jadikanlah itu memori
Sayangku moga engkau tahu
Tidak semua cinta bersatu
Yang pastinya jurang menghalang
Sanggupkah engkau susah payah bersamaku
Janganlah pula nanti kau menyesali
Setelah melalui
Ku sekadar mawar di dalaman
Tak bererti budi yang dipandang
Rupa adalah diangankan setiap insan
Betapa jauh jarak kita berdua
Janggal digandingkan
Pernahkah kau fikir suatu masa nanti sayangku
Apa kan terjadi
Pasti gelora yang akan melanda
Kita berdua akan karam
Oh kasih
Sungguh ku mengerti
Tulus benar oh kasihmu
Tak ku sangsikan
Seputih hatiku
Itulah kasihmu
Dari dulu dan kini
Oh sayangku lupakanlah semua
Hajat untuk memiliki diriku ini
Tak sanggup rasanya dirimu dicerca
Maka retak kasih saudara
Kita saling kasihi
Jadikanlah itu memori
Sayangku moga engkau tahu
Tidak semua cinta bersatu
NEW YEAR 2011
New year 2011 has just passed its 10th days...The date is changing time to time..But not yet for me..I mean, no changes for myself yet on this new year. It's just some new things happened, but still carrying the same things that happened last year..
It seems that I'm really tired to work here anymore..I really can't handle the situation..I know boss have some 'uninterested' feeling on me but he doesn't want to say it directly to me. But he is using a really 'heartsick' way to get rid of me from this company.
Actually I'm ready to leave this place as soon as possible..Good news, i"m already got an offer as Customer Service Officer at a newly renovated mall in KL, which offer me a better income from here. But the BIG problem now is Mum..She didn't allow me to leave this place yet. For her, as long as I'm working here, I will be safe. I don't have to pay for room rent, and I can just walk around 5 minutes to reach office. So save my budget for rent and transportation cost..
But Mum, for long can it last? Did you understand how hard it is for me to confront with this matter? Hurm....Each time I told her this things, she will say "Pack up your things and follow me to go back hometown.Get a new job there. Even with small income, your place, food and transport is free.."
Mum...when will you be able to understand me?.....I'm speechless...
It seems that I'm really tired to work here anymore..I really can't handle the situation..I know boss have some 'uninterested' feeling on me but he doesn't want to say it directly to me. But he is using a really 'heartsick' way to get rid of me from this company.
Actually I'm ready to leave this place as soon as possible..Good news, i"m already got an offer as Customer Service Officer at a newly renovated mall in KL, which offer me a better income from here. But the BIG problem now is Mum..She didn't allow me to leave this place yet. For her, as long as I'm working here, I will be safe. I don't have to pay for room rent, and I can just walk around 5 minutes to reach office. So save my budget for rent and transportation cost..
But Mum, for long can it last? Did you understand how hard it is for me to confront with this matter? Hurm....Each time I told her this things, she will say "Pack up your things and follow me to go back hometown.Get a new job there. Even with small income, your place, food and transport is free.."
Mum...when will you be able to understand me?.....I'm speechless...
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