Why she don't like him?Why?Why don't she bless us?Mom...I really can't read your heart this time..Why you against our relationship?Did he ever hurt you?Or you just pretend not to like him because he's still a college student, and not working and have no money to spend for me?
Why mom??Why??I'm really sad..Always lost my mind because of this stupidness.Mom,I love him.He never hurt me,never betray our relationship.Even myself can't be so honest like him.Like I said in previous post,I've fall for someone even I've already have my special.Yes,my special is this guy that I really love.He know that I'm close with someone.yet he still love me and care about me.
Mom,this guy didn't mean to steal me from you.If you think he will take me away from you,you are wrong.He has no power to do that.You are my mother,the one who give birth to me.Nobody can separate us Mom..Even if I got married one day, I will still want you to live with me.But know...
I don't think I can have that kind of dream..Can I really get married with him?If yes,how can we live together since you seems to hates him so much..And if the answer is no,how was the end of our relationship?How is this suppose to be?Why is this thing happen to me?Why?Why?Why?????? (~.~)
Friday, June 18, 2010
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Feeling Down...
I feel really down today..I don't know how and why I became like this. It's very tiring. I think I want to live alone. By myself only. No family, no friends, and no one else to take care about. So I'm free to do whatever I want to. I don't need to think about others.
But when I think about it, that kind of life is no meaning. I'll be very boring and lonely. I need my family. I do need my friends. And as a human being of course I do need someone to take care about.*sigh*
How to live happily together ever after? I have no idea. My dear virtual diary, this is the only place that I can tell everything. But can I really share with all my heart here? I don't really know..(^_^)
But when I think about it, that kind of life is no meaning. I'll be very boring and lonely. I need my family. I do need my friends. And as a human being of course I do need someone to take care about.*sigh*
How to live happily together ever after? I have no idea. My dear virtual diary, this is the only place that I can tell everything. But can I really share with all my heart here? I don't really know..(^_^)
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Boring....
It's a boring day..I feel really really very boring..everyday doing the same routine, having the same meal at noon, meeting the same people..haiz...I miss my previous job..enjoy,lots of friends,meeting different types of people..guys..miss you all...(^_^)
Friday, June 11, 2010
Thursday, June 10, 2010
I Miss Her...
Today's story is about one of my best friend.I'll call her W.Well,I'm the only one who call her as my best friend,I'm not sure if she also think like that for me.Today I'm trying to find out any news from her using internet resources,but didn't make it. Actually I have her phone number, and I'm sure she's still using it. But I have no guts to call her or SMS her.
Yet,I'm still missing her.My best friend ever..Why should we become like an enemy?Just because of my innocent mistake, you never contact me anymore.I'm just like a killer of your life..W, I didn't meant to abandon you. I really want to be your friend, forever after. But it seems like you don't want to forgive me after that thing happened.
It wasn't my fault at all! I'm not purposely trying to do that. I'm in a rush. I didn't realize that you put that thing down there. I just look around where I can hang my clothes, and there I found the nail. Right upside of the table, and for God sake I didn't notice that you put your beloved lappy down there..And I really don't know that my clothes is really wet..
Guys, I've been hated by my own best friend ever..I'm very upset..(!_!)
Yet,I'm still missing her.My best friend ever..Why should we become like an enemy?Just because of my innocent mistake, you never contact me anymore.I'm just like a killer of your life..W, I didn't meant to abandon you. I really want to be your friend, forever after. But it seems like you don't want to forgive me after that thing happened.
It wasn't my fault at all! I'm not purposely trying to do that. I'm in a rush. I didn't realize that you put that thing down there. I just look around where I can hang my clothes, and there I found the nail. Right upside of the table, and for God sake I didn't notice that you put your beloved lappy down there..And I really don't know that my clothes is really wet..
Guys, I've been hated by my own best friend ever..I'm very upset..(!_!)
Others Blogs
I just finish visiting one of my friend's blog. Quite simple but nice. Her post is more about her personal thinking and feeling, her life story and also her hobbies..Hurmm, I think that's a good idea that I can adapt for my next entries. Can't wait for it? Just be patient a little more..(^_^)
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
It's Always The Same
I feel very boring today. When I come to work, it looks like I'm doing the same thing again and again..Early in the morning, yes I'm quite busy. But when its 10am, and boss is not around, I start to feel sleepy, hungry, and boring..huu.what I'm talking about? I also don't know..*sigh* Just let it be..Let it continue for another few days, I think..(^_^)
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